Friday, July 17, 2020

HOLLOW


Darkness.


ah darkness you are back
with your sweet solitude
amidst the roar of life

there you wrap me in your arms
and confine me in your lap
and sing the lullaby.

I wonder how it would have been
if you were not seen
the eyes would have remained incomplete

there you whisper in my ears
a sweet song of  melancholy
my heart fathoms every beat of it.

ah darkness you are back
with your chivalrous attire
amidst the cloudy nights

there you kiss my forehead 
and press me hard against your chest
and dance the jig.

Wednesday, July 15, 2020

an other moment



The lone figure, and his shadow on ground
trembling and shivering,in the form of a round
blood oozing out of his fresh wounds
he stands there, no one's around

Unmasked he stands with bruises and cuts
the knees and sinews coloured with blood
his existence was torn and tattered
which made every hope shattered

trivial is not the journey he made
he wrecked his foot and scratched his head
till his lips did not utter
and his eyes did not open like a shutter






Tuesday, May 30, 2017

HOLLOW

unrealised

The ocean was there but water wasn't
the desire was there but love wasn't
she gaped at him, he cared not
he stirred her soul, she realized not
when time arrived they departed.

The igniter was there but fire wasn't
the urge was there but passion wasn't
she touched his soul, he felt not
he dwindled her heart, she believed not
when time arrived they departed.

The lover was there but beloved wasn't
the artist was there but colour wasn't
she kissed his heart, he sensed not
he bewildered her mind, she thought not
when time arrived they departed.


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Coitus

Coitus

The Witness

The vermilion sky witnessed the truth in her eyes, bruised with desires she dragged herself in the middle of the busy road.
It was late afternoon, a virgin path, crickets whistling, and there, amidst the tremendous silence a bruised lump of flesh shaped in a maiden figure stood bare, torn pieces of her clothes still hung around her arms and her neck. Her white skin marked the brutality of masochism. she bled, her face did the same, her arms, her legs, her shoulders, her breasts, and her heart--it ached, it cursed her mind being veiled by innocence, it wailed at her trust, and choked her throat leaving her as a dead corpse breathing painfully.
Her keen eyes awaiting her rescue from this lecherous world.
                                                                     
                                                                               ********
 The Morning

It is a blissful morning, the birds are chirping, the sky is glistening, the wind carrying the fragrance of beautiful virgin flowers to distant places. Mother pulls aside the curtain, unveils the glorious morning, welcomes the rays to touch her eyes and smear through her frame. She opens her sun kissed eyelids slowly, only to mesmerize her sight. As soon as her eyes meet nature, her heart sung the harmonious symphony of love.She recalls her beloved, his desperate waiting, his restless breathing and undying love. She raises her torso from her bed, moves herself near the washroom, refreshes her body and soothes her soul with the melodious cold droplets of water. Her body wraps its charm with all beautiful hues dyed on cotton. She is ready to step out now, her golden locks flowing like rivulet down her shoulders. Yes, she steps out to meet her love; to embrace ecstasy....is it euphoria or catastrophe that she will meet eventually  .

                                                                    ******************
The wait

The dusty earth is experiencing the sunny heat of a 10 O'clock morning. He is standing under the tower, near the busy market road, A tall, tan complexioned man, his beards signifying his manhood. His shirt buttons are loosened showing glimpses of his bare chest. he bears a manly face, well sculpted, deep brown intoxicating eyes, dry yet thirsty and pulpy red lips making him all the more attractive to passionate hearts. He is a "lady's desire" kind of a man, adorned with a reserved and stern personality. The time, the cacophony of human sounds, all is witnessing his desirous penetrating eyes which are eager to meet his burning passion, his lecherous urge -- curtained with the charm of love.

                                                                       ****************
Destiny

Ash clouds gathered in the west corner of the sky, the blue is tired out by the grey. It is slowly and steadily overpowering its timid blue prey with its massive, soft cotton ball like structure. Yes, the grey desire with its ferocious urge to devour the shy,sulky, naive bluish innocence, is ready to plunge on its prey. Soon, yes soon, the terra firma is going to elude its heat to burn the lascivious appetite, but no,the scream dies. Uncovered, unheard, the luscious flesh lies trembling. Its preyed upon! yes, preyed upon by a dire savage passion.

                                                                       **************
Deception

The clock strikes 11. Eager eyes are filled brim to brim with lust and is drenching down now. Holding on the breathe is becoming difficult, and then, just like a calm soothing mild breeze, pacifying the eager fervour of a tumultuous heart, she appears. Her hued body glaring all the colours made the earth a more radiant place to live for. The ardour eyes are witnessing her chastity. Her chaste soul, with a hope to outreach for her love is entering the trap to soon lose her every bit only to gain remorse, undying sorrow and bitterness.
She crosses the road, nears towards the tower, and comes close to her rustic man. He opens up his arms, embraces her hard, and kisses her softly on her forehead. He puts his hands around her waist and whispers on her ears, " Come lets go, Lets be forever together, I have  a beautiful surprise for you, a place you will love to go to. Order me so that I can take you there." These words pour down her ears like sweet jingling poison. Unknown of her destiny, drenched in the intoxicating liquor of love, she could only trust the voice, the sweat drops falling on her shoulders, the smell of the precipitation. She holds his wrist tightly and nods her head agreeing to his words. They, yes, they steps in the clumsy marketplace, walks through its dirty paths and halts near a scruffy hotel. Her grasp over his wrist tightens, her heart starts beating rapidly, her anxious mind is only being assuaged by trust. He nears the counter, books a room and with a shy smile only to beguile her, cuddles her. Petrified, reluctant, she moves loathsomely towards the room and before her brain could figure out anything, she finds herself locked in a dilapidated, worn out chamber. The dried out fragrance of the room knocks alarmingly at the doors of her mind, it is trying to alert her, but no, no, she is a clay mould being kneaded by hard fists. Her mind is blank, she is squeezing the sheets covering the bed on which she is laying upon, her flesh is getting tainted by rough hands, and her feelings are saturated. The fists holds her breasts, squeezes the muscles as hard as his passion could bleed, yes, he is in his demon like vigour, his lips are hovering over her honeypot, his tongue licking over it. Her screams are pushing it hard to break free and come out but, alas, they are drowned, they lie somewhere quelled in some corner of her mouth. His demon feeds upon her innocence. Now well satiated, he pulls aside the bruised, bleeding, ruptured, victim. He throws away bits of her tattered garb, over her cast-off body.
He is strolling down-stairs, his face calm, unperturbed. Yes, he is going away, the unrecognized swindler bids adieu to the bleeding innocence, lying threadbare.
                                                             
                                                                    ************
The Rescue

The white trembling hand raises itself overcoming the pangs it accomplished, addressing itself towards a moving vehicle. She could barely stand, blood is streaming down her thighs, her body is aching due to the force that tore her apart, her tainted virginity laid bare in the maiden path. The vehicle encroaches quite close. Her destiny meets rescue. In another minute, her half conscious, contuse body is being covered with jute rags.
                                                     
                                                                  ************
Love

It is another beautiful and vibrant morning. The busy road is echoing its dissonance. The curtains are pulled aside baring the window. The sun rays kissed her eyes once again, her eyelids slowly parted ways and her pupil could observe the chaste nature. Her heart aches, a drop of  salted water rolls down her cheeks, she feels helpless, but no, not again, she could feel the soft nurturing hands on her shoulder, the sweet fragrance of a soothing breathe, mollifying her soul. The caress of the soft fingers running down her neck heals all the wounds, showering love. She embraces her; Mother kisses her forehead, presses her hard into her own bosom. The silence of the room yelled words of compassion and outreached itself to distant lands, meadows, valleys and plains.

                                                                 *************

Sunday, July 14, 2013


 SWAPNO

akhon moddhyo ratri, nesha bheja ondhokar charidik, ami aka boshe kkhono ba pa barachi swopner jogote kkhono bastobe. nirobotar duniyaie ei ak osubidhe jodi kono proshno kadhe chepe boshe ta so hoje jhere namano mushkil....obak kora shob uttor ashe ashole diner bastoter cacophony ta thake na toh tai! amaio peye boseche serokomi ek proshno.....r uttor thote hashi ane toh chokhe jhole bhore ashe. Swapno, bitorker jogoter sthayi bashinde, keu bole ota rater bela chokh bondho korar por dekhte pawai naki mongol....abar oneke majh rate atke uthe guti suti hoye shongi khoje .....dosh pach ta gala gal pore tokhon swapno'r ghare....diba swopno naki bekar jubok juboti'r mon thik korar oushod ....r swapnor duniyai pa barlei bastob naki dorja bondho kore dei. Ami dekhi swapno diba ratri proti smoy ...swapno jeno shei takurdada'r fele jawa purono chera chata jete bogol dabay na purle amar swasti nei.Shei bhalobashai mora ashirbad ja fele asha mone poth bhule onno kothao hariye jawa. Shei swapno oneke ache ami achi ...ochena mukher bhir ache astro ache mukhosh ache .....sudhu nei toh amar paasher barir bastob namok basinda....ochena bhirer modhe hariye dourote thakai jokhon jibon tokhon ochena bhire mishe natoker golpo fandte dosh kothai. Ami fandi protek  din ek notun golpo r notun ami. Shobtai ami, golpo tao, choritro tao, lekha tao, r SWAPNO tao.

Saturday, July 23, 2011

shunota

bhikirir hridoye j ato prem ta chilo ojana
antarele ghomtar arele pore chilo kopater pashe....
mora shukno gacherdale ko-ek jora sobuj pata....
nildigonter akrash megher baspo howa du-ek fota jol...
na dile dola k ba janito ay anubhutir khela
kache j chile dekhi ni khuje..... shudui mukher upor
hridoy khoni te kodal chalate keno j somoy dilo dak....
shuno kore geli chole ...mrito k ki ba dili jol....
proti muhurto ...shunotar majhe khuje phiri toke...


missing u di